HAPPY 2011 EVERYONE!

WHEEEEEEEEE~~~~~!!!

 

So as we know~ 2011 is here! :D And I’m too lazy to write a whole essay on 2010 and 2011~ xP So yeah! xP till then~

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! :D

Exams vs Happiness

Hey people~ This is yours truly Jan ZEON again~ :D

So yeah People~ Mah exams are officially over~ (SCREW SIVIK! =w=”) So woohoo~~ ;D Today’s paper 3 was totally kinda waste of time.. xD Finished physics 3 in 45 min and Chemistry 3 in 30 min. xD Slept all the way thru and Maybe offended the last teacher that looked after our class Pn Zuana. x_x” I was just feeling very restless when I woke up. xP oh well..

 

Anyways, I’m feeling extremely like an Old Lady now so I’m gonna give a long MODERATE lecture or sharing about this term….

 

--Happiness--

Yeap.. The thing that all people crave. Happiness.. Bliss, Rapture, Joy, Contentment, orgasmic, Warm & Fuzzy. There are tonnes of words that can be used to describe different and different type of happiness.. But the main point is.. How do we obtain Happiness?

 

Well actually, What I think about happiness is.. It’s totally up to you thing.. You can never ever force someone to feel happy nor take away happiness from somebody. Happiness is a feeling, a feeling of joy and content when you obtain things that goes along your will.  To be happy, all you need to do is just this, :

 

Don’t think, don’t try, don’t attempt, don’t find excuses,

just BE HAPPY!

Sure, you might say that it’s easier said than done, but no… being happy is 1 of the most easiest thing in the world.. You don’t a Ferrari or a half an Acre Mansion or a Megan Fox/Taylor Lautner on your lap to make you happy. :O! All you need is a heart.. A

E> content heart <3.

 

But either way.. People will give tonnes and tonnes and TONNES of excuses on why they can’t be truly happy. For example :

• People just don’t understand my worries
• I don’t trust anyone to share my worries so I’ll be forever voided from true happiness
• There’s a deep me that no one of you do not understand.
• Happiness is just not meant for emo and worthless people like me

Well SCREW IT! SCREW you worries! SCREW your trust! SCREW you deep you… And if you’re feeling emo and worthless, then well.. We’ll need a electronic drill for that..

 

WHO ON EARTH does not have any worries? It’s up to you to keep it private or not depending on the condition. Yet for yourself, don’t let that become a barrier between you and happiness. Same for trust. At least trust yourself and let yourself be happy. And if you’re really feeling worthless people.. BUCK UP! Get on your feet and start walking man! Think that you’re awesome than you’ll be~ :D

 

 

Oh yeah. Also 1 condition where I can’t really stand.. Groups of people crying during a funeral and PROHIBITS any jokes or laughter during the funeral… Well actually.. try to think yourself as the departed… On your death bed, after your spirit had rose from the body, you stare down at your family and friends, which would you want to happen?

 

1. All of them crying their asses off until mucus is all over their face and they’re keep shouting Jen Sion ah~~!! WHY YOU GO UNTIL SO EARLY~~ JEN SION AHHHHH~~~!!!

or

2. Everyone there, calm, reciting all the good deeds you have done in the past, how great of a brother or friend you had been. And after you’re gone, they wish you a smooth road after that.

 

So yeah. You get my point… I hope you did.. ;O! So there’s no point banning laughter during a funeral. The best we can show as a friend is support to the family members, saying how well did the departed was, how did he liven up lives of others. And as a family we should be wishing him a smooth journey instead of being a burden to the already worried departed. :O!

 

Okay.. anyways I think I can’t think straight anymore.. I’m semi blanking out again.. Drowsiness taking over.. x_x” I need some quality sleeping.. x_x”

Ahh.. oh well.. I think I’ll stop here and post whatever I have… So yeah… In conclusion,

 

Happiness comes from the heart,

It can’t be measured, or located or created scientifically.

It is just that little thing that could change your whole life’s perspective.

So when you’re in a joyful moment, be content and happy…

Appreciate that moment and not think about any other negative issues.

What’s the use of something if you can’t enjoy it right?

 

So yeap yeap~ This is the awesome Jan ZEON~

 

Signing off with wide smile~ :)

Pre-Post Exam Hyperness :D

Hey peeps~ ;D

Just so you know, I was like kinda pissed from bloggers just now so yeah. Urmm still! the situation is still the same,

Time : 1am :O!

What’s happening tomorow : Physics and chemistry Paper 3

What will I do now? SCREW IT! >D xD

Oh well.. randomness~ Niways i’ve just happen to cleaned up my room~ xD Super happy now~ :P Anyways~ As spoken by the wise wise wise ppl, A picture speaks a thousand words~ xD I shall put a 3002 word essay down here~ :D

Before:

Disastrous isn’t it? :O! And before everything poured out it’s like a pressure cooker or something Dx

Niways~ here’s after I’ve done my super magic of pure awesome jensionness~ ;D

After :

Tada~~ xD Even my closet is like, totally rearranged to make sure that it fits my way of categorizing clothes~ xD

p.s. Don’t stare at my garments clothes for too long.. :O! It’ll make me feel creepy. xD

 

Alright~ other than that, here’s also a few stuffs i found out in the closet

• My primary student card~ ( YAY~ XD)
• Bunches and bunches and bunches of my standard 6 drawings. (check out at my facebook album. xD)
• My old phone guidebook T_T”
• TDC 11 name tag and programme book! (Hand drawn by Shu Hui~ :O!)
• This year’s YE programme CITIBANK Stock challenge business card~ xD
• and many many more

Anyways.. HOLY CRAP! I kinda like jumped back to me senses. T_T” It’s 1.30am d! :O! tomorrow exam! Rofl. time to sleep. More pics will be on facebook~ xD hehe~ lOls.

 

TIll then, Ciao~

Jan ZEON! :O!

Exams and More~

Well..... EXAMS!!!

Before I start anything, Gratz to those people who'd finished PMR~! If you're feeling happy, Then good for you! :D But seriously.. PMR is a fun thing~ :D It'd be like super messy and unorganized to write everything in a paragraph so I'd make it in note form! :D

Things I enjoyed during PMR:

- Sleeping! :D

- Finishing the paper 10-30 mins earlier than me fwen and making then nervous (Evil leh? XD)

- Chatting endlessly during breaks~

- Hanging out like.. ALOT?

- Losing my phone 1 day before pmr =w=" DAMN YOU BAG STEALER! YOU TOOK MY BM NOTES I WAS SUPPOSE TO READ THAT NIGHT! Dx

- Oh yeah.. I liked fooling around when everyone's tensed up~ xD It was fun. =[

And that was like the best time i had in school. =( AND THE FRIGGIN SAD PART IS... =w=" I went for noviceship (temporary monkhood) for a month 3 weeks after PMR.. T_T"

But it was a fun experience~ :D 1st time shave! :D For pic go me fb ba~ :D It's one of the very early photos~ :D

Other than that it was a fun and eye opening experience la~ 1st time I checked the calender everyday countingdown till the day it was over. xD But yeah! Sweeping fallen leaves off the road for 1-2 hours everyday PWN! >D

Ahhh well.. that was last year's.. T_T" Form 4's kinda sad man... *killsself* BUESKKK!! Dx

Ah well... I'm not gonna rant about form 4 now.. Maybe after like before SPM I'll rant~ xD But for now I guess that's all ppl~~

STUDY HARD!!......................................................... YEAH RIGHT!! XD

With regards and high hopes (for wad? o.o),

JEN SION~ XD

I'm out..

Dear blog readers,

I officially do not care of what this post might affect myself in the future but for god sake.. please do not over react when you read this.. I'm fucked up by that already..

And please be aware that I'm typing this in a very frustrating mood.. Forgive my foul language that I might throw upon. Either ways, I sincerely appreciate you all for reading whateva shit I gotta write about my life and spending your time caring on me if you did. I really am thankful for that. =/

I'm beat, tired... Drained.. Moodless.. I break down to tears at random moments when I see something I feel sad on... It's painful.. The heart I mean.. It hurts too much to just forget about it... So much that I just bite myself to rub off some of that heartache through some physical torture...

I considered drugs and smoking.. I'm not lying. Alcohol was once a choice too.. But never did I fell into that hole yet.. Thank you.. Thank you for letting me rely on you guys so I do not need drugs/smoke/alcohol to borrow me a shoulder.. Thank you...

I've thought of suicide.. But never once suicide was a solution... After after we're dead new problems appear and torment us more...

Family... What's the use of family when no one is happy being a family.. What's the use of a building having 4 pillars when only 2 is trying to support this freaking building while the other 2 just SPITS at them!

I'm beat.. I'm seriously.. tired.... I need a break.. A break myself to get a grip..

There're just times where the pain get's so strong you want to just scream the hell out of your lungs.. But you just can't.. Either that it was fear that was sucking up your voice... Or is the pain not strong enough to force it out......

I'm gonna say it here right now.. No more fears of wadeva comments..

I need someone... Someone who I can be true and genuine with... Some one I'm willing to be true and genuine... Someone I WANT TO.... But I guess that me myself isn't trying that hard to get anything......

There are times when know what we should do, and we definitely know whether what we did was wrong or right.. It's just that for the pathetic image we want people to think of us we do it otherway..

I'mma actor in front of people.. WHO ISN'T? I want to keep a reputation. WHO DOESN'T?

Ever thought why?? It because of we ourselves... We WANT to be better than others, We WANT to show that we are superior.. It is we that wishes to feed that deep greedy EGO in us.. AND DON'T BREAKING TELL ME IT'S JUST ME!! YOU KNOW YOURSELF MORE THAN I DO!!

So just go get lost.. I don't want people like you in my life.. People who take advantage of other people when they get more humble and lowly and you just STEP ON THEM and feed more of your inner ego..

It's true.. People change.. Some people became less genuine to themself, some people starts to Idolize or worship some other people and starts acting like them.. Losing their old self.. NO! There's nothing wrong with being your NEW self! It's still YOU! So stop saying that you don't give a damn or is there a problem now! YES IT'S MY PROB!! AND SHUT YOUR TRAP FOR ONCE CAN YOU!?

Urgh.. I don't know if some people might terasa that I'm talking about em.. If yes, Sorry k.. I don't mean anything bad.. Just frustrated, just a blind man swinging his walking stick madly, frustrated and jealous.. jealous of what people can see and what he can't.....

I just feel like quitting you know.. Quitting life.. I don't mind this blog being negative.. It's my hangout spot.. If you're just gonna flame and make the day worse for everyone.. Please.. For the sake of some peace.. Don't ok?

Thanks......

With regards,

Jen Sion

and thank you.. To all the people who had been beside me all along...

I'd wouldn't know where'd I be without you people.. SO yeah..

You have my wishings...Good luck in life...

RANDOM POST!! XD

Okay.. I'm feeling damn random today so here's a picture!! XD

YUP! THAT'S ME 3 YEARS AGO!! Amazing how puberty works~ xD And basketball.. And plentiful of good deeds~

Anyways.. Gonna go for a movie+bowling hangout with the guys at summit tomorrow~ And gotta finish some add maths exercises to please my mom.. So yEAP!

That's all folks for today~ xD

Enjoy the picture~ :P

-JennY-

How Amazing Blogging Contributes to Procrastinating

Hello peoples~ And yes, according to the tittle, blogging DOES contributes to procrastinating.. Do you know how?

Well actually.. It's 11.40pm at night... I just had 2 tuitions today, school tomorrow and worse..

I need to have my accounts project folio done by friday and my moral kerja amal done by.. TOMORROW.. Yep.. Tomorrow.. and I'm not even half done..

I AM suppose to do it now... But Instead I'm blogging now.. haha~ xP Life's harder than I thought.. And instead of blogging I could at least use some sleeping which I'm already lacking alot.. x_x"

Oh well.. And for those juniors that'll be form 4 soon.. get ready for your moral kerja amal people~ It's gonna be very hard to get yourself to do it.. You drag it on and on and on and on and on and on and till forever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and... well you get my point..

Point is... I could be doing things more beneficial now instead of blogging and I'm so gonna be lifeless & sleepy tomorrow while waiting for the deadly moral teacher PHATRICIA to consume me if I phail to finish my kerja amal~ xP oh well.. She referred me as the boy who failed moral~ so yeah.. You know my place~ xP

and I guess that's nothing much I can write anymore~ Time to sleep.. Or dota.. or not... xP

so yeah.. signing off..

GOOD NIGHT FELLOW BIRDIES & FRIENDS~ :D

-Jen Sion-

Happy 53rd Merdeka Everyone~ =D

Hey people!

It's MERDEKA DAY! :D And even though alot of people might not think much of this day... I'm kinda glad that it's merdeka and we should really appreciate this land we're standing on despite the distracting politics going on~ =D Malaysia is still a very peaceful & beautiful land! :D

Anyways I went to the temple at 8am today morning for our youth's Patriotic choir and something~ xP Had free murtabak then went and sing with all the other people~ It was fun when we're waiting and chatting on the shoe rack~ haha xP Then after chatting like mad people making fun of our dear Bimbotic friend Min Hui. :P we went for the choir.. played with flags~ xD I played with the large flag pole though.. YEAP! I was raising the flag~ xD

It was my 1st experience raising a flag though... It's kinda okay if you follow the tempo of the song and measure the song & the flag pole.. Then we had an awesome cake sponsored by our temple~ hehe~ x]

Later we went the the shrine hall for the exam blessings and watched the people with cemerlang results get their award cash.. yep.. $_$ But I didn't get any cause we need at least 7A for PMR and I got 6.. T_T" sobs... Niways~ we were chatting and clapping and screaming for the people that we know when they went up for the award. xP haha

And Szeto WeiQi is sick today.. o_o" Flu I guess... And she's looks kinda similar to Rayhan when he was sick yesterday.. well.. I guess germs spread.. xP Hope they get well soon~~

ALSO JUST IN CASE YOU DON'T KNOW, My alchohol capacity is super bad... I get dizzy after 2 cans of beer.. And Irish coffee... x_x" I'm dead man.. Just a quarter cup with an empty stomach and my reflexes slowed down and after bathing.. OMG!! I was sleeping in my sweater in FULL LENGTH SLEEVES and ZIPPED and also 1 thick layer of blanket.. x_x"

Guess I kinda understand how those drug addicts feel when they wake up at 6am to bath and shiver like mad.. I was shivering even under those thick layers of warmth.. x_x" mati sia~~

And I guess that's all I have to say for today~ =D Haha~ Don't know what to do anymore.. Maybe have a nap during a thunderstorm. x]

And that's all I guess.. Good night everyone~ xD

HAPPY 53rd MERDEKA!!

-JenSion-

Daughtry - September

I decided to share this song cause it gives me the very hearty feeling.. The camp song like feeling.. =] Reminds me so much of all the fun things I had in all the camps.. TDC, St John Camp, Koperasi camp.... Especially those night scenes.. ahh.. xP

Perfect for a camp theme song / BGM for camp slide show~ xD

So yeah... Love ya guys~ =]

With a heartiful feeling,

-Jen Sion-

Another Round of Life

Hey People~

Looong time since I'd blog.. Yeah... Anyways.. Just to catch up on all the long things I've missed out sharing this few months.. Lets find a spot to start.. Oh yeah.. School..

SCHOOL....

Oh well.. School's getting better.. We have this new awesome English teacher in probation named Ms Anis.. She's really sweet and cool and she did like the most AWESOMEST activities I've ever had in my whole high school life! =] The best one was when we had to make songs based on the theme "courage" =] It made us feel 'glee-like'.. Well.. At least I'm not the boy that's always missing in class anymore~ =]

Also have I mentioned about my Modern Maths teacher.. Well that's the opposite.. I can see that she really despite me.. Oh well.. I DID made her mad.. I don't do her homeworks, I sleep during her class, I ponteng her class occasionally... So yeah.. she hates me.. And the cool part is now.. whenever its her class.. She'll either say "Eh kenapa budak 4A di sini Yeah? (I'm actually 4B, she's trying to kick me out)" or "EH JENSION!! Kenapa tak tidur??" or something like that.. She IS kinda PMSing lately though~ oh well..

My studies are semi ok right now.. Needta brush up op chemistry and physics... Also BM.. I did my classwork during BM tuition last week.. which is the 1st time since like.. urmm... form2? xD Well~ I'm pretty glad I did.. It was cool getting to see yourself write well~ xD I'm actually quite good with essays and karangans~ Just that.. I suck at the grammer/tatabahasa part =P

p.s. My moral still suck.. =P and guess what.. Kerja Amal is due by this thursday and I haven't even started it.. x_x"

Well.. Other than that.. english classes really liven up the class now~ =] got oral coming up which is hopefully gonna be fun~ Our class even have a blog! :D check up my links~ =] We got an awesome Brother Black which can speak aussie english real well and also a Super Pro Chef which is taller than me~ Haha. Jealous? You betcha! xP

anyways.. Moving ON~~ :D

SJBAYS (My personal getaway)

Well.. Actually this is like the only place where I can be like... ME.. Without thinking too much or anything.. Cause at SJBAYS.. I actually feel.. Happy with the people around you.. You know that everyone is here for one reason... That is for each other..I guess that's why I was so inspired to join the committees for TQG and also the uber awesome TDC12. =] Maybe I wanted to commit more to the community that really helped me that much...

I've never really done this before.. But actually.. to all the people that I've met at any YS activities (TQG / TDC11 & 12) I'm really happy I've met you all.. You all made me the person I am now.. I'm serious.. This is like that place where I learn and grow the most.. =] The place where I actually feel.. content~ haha xP

*hugs*

Also.. talking about being a committee! My sister is part of the programming team for YDC19 which is happening this DEC! XD She's new.. But I DO hope she'll learn from it just as much as I did.. It's addictive actually.. haha xP Gila kuasa~ :P

Niways~ I might have bunch of people out there that might even not know who am I talking to but.. GLAD I WROTE!! XD now moving on~ :D

Co-curiculum

Well.. Co-cu activities lately been really packing.. but yet.. Life's never fun if its empty right? xP so lets start on YE!

Well YE is actually a programme made for 16 years old to learn to make a company and run business.. It's a very beneficial thing.. I kinda enjoyed it even though there are quite a number of human-relationship complications in it.. nevertheless it was fantastic! :D Happy working with you guys! Gan.. You're a great boss! =]

Moving on is the the club I actually enjoyed alot even though I never found out until recently.. Choir. =] Anthea, you're a great choir master! =] thanks for all the fun cannons and also the few jokes that we choir people have.. I kinda miss Hols practice.. x_x"

And to the new choir BOD! I'm not sure if I'm even in.. But we've gotta make it strong and hard K!!?? Let's at least be content with our awesome memories we had in this choir as an AJK! >D

And also to the new choir members!! (I know you're reading!! xP) BUCK UP GALS!(And Benjee~) xP You people are actually very lucky to be able to join this easily and early.. When Me, Des and Ray wanted to join we had auditions and we could only join at form 3.. So enjoy it as much as you can k? Don't take it as a burden! Choir should be something we want! >D If choir is a meal~ I'd say that all those training and experiences we gain from here is our main dish.. our main pride.. our main goal.. Winning would be the dessert~ You won't need it.. but it'll make you end your meal in satisfaction.. So.. yeah.. WHY NOT? XP

Keep up the good work and practice! We'll make it! >D

And finally to end it with something that'll Link I guess almost everyone single one of us...

Human Relationships

And well.. talking about relationships I'll first say that this post will be more on FRIENDSHIP. So don't get disappointed if there's no juice k? xP

Talking about friends actually what I've been thinking lately is I've been missing out alot of old friends lately... One of the few people that I actually miss alot now is like.. Ivena Hon. o_o" Yeah.. Ivena, you're a talkalot! but also a great friend! xP You're one of the friends where I find it hard to put a full stop when smsing you~ =] Glad you went through life's bump and is a more happier you! >D

Cheers!

And talking about relationships... Every guy I know that's close to me are like having a girlfriends already.. o_o" Kelvin, Jun yu, Rayhan.. And Desmond of course... And me? I'm still single~ xP I enjoy being single anyway.. I actually you know.. Kinda don't like the trouble of being in a relationship.. I know that some people might dislike me or find me weird.. But yeah... that's me~ =] I'm probably more of alone-type~ =]

Actually I enjoy being alone.. =/ You feel so... free.. =).. there's no people you have to be considerate of.. No one to stop you.. no one to pull you or push you in anyway.. You're on your own.. =]..

You know that if I could make my dream home.. It'll be a simple 1 and a half story house.. the top floor is the "Memory room".. In there will be a laptop.. Cupboards of stuffs from my past.. Pictures.. Key chain.. Even a mechanical pencil if i managed to preserve it. xP

Then downstair I'll have a simble wooden platform with a mattress on it as my sleeping spot.. Fans.. And a terrace to put 1 'lazy chair' to take my afternoon naps~ xP then also I wan also a simple wooden door and also a nice spot to watch the night sky.. maybe the garden or the terrace.. And if possible I want the house beside either a lake or better.. I BROAD WIDE EMPTY FOOTBALL FIELD! So you can like go there and lie down and feel the breeze.. and hear the cheers if the boys are playing....

ANYWAY!!!! I think I seriously wrote too much this time.. So Imma take a break for now and probably blog next time when I'm in the mood again... So yeah people... Short update of my life for now..

See ya people~
Love you all always!

" Look in the mirror and stare at your reflection...

Compare the image you saw in the past...

And imagine the image in the future...

Things changes...Time to time, bit by bit...

But it is how we change ourselves that affects us most.....

As it doesn't only affect "One"... But also "All"

-"inspiration" by Tan Jen Sion-

Apologies

Hey peepoes~

Firstly I wanna apologize for being inactive in blogging lately.. =/

Well actually cause lately there's been alot of things going on.. Just a peek on thing that I had last time..

1) Temple weekly TQG (Teen Quest Gathering) sessions + meeting + planning.. @___@"

2) Temple Teen Camp (TDC12) Which is now FULL~ :D

3) Koperasi camp~

4) YE (Youth Enterprise) A company thing which was uber busy lately.. @_@"

5) St John. (Every saturday morning 7.30am-11.30am) .. 1st aid exams this JUNE! D:

6) TUITION TUITION TUITION!! (7 subjects! @_____@")

7) STUDIES!! EXAMS COMING UP!! RAWR!! T___T"

8) Social time. (I dun wanna be lifeless.. =w=")

So here's the basic timetable of what I do every week.. (Mostly there's diff add ons every week)

Monday

-Add maths Tuition

Tuesday

-Basketball

-Socialising~

Wednesday (@___@")

-BM Tuition

-Ace Ed venture (English drama-social skills class) :P

Thursday

-Weekly YE meeting

-Accounts tuition

Friday

-Basketball

-Finalizing of almost everything else.. @_@

Saturday

-St John Gerko (Foot drill + First Aid Classes)

-Biology Tuition

-Chemistry Tuition

-Physics Tuition

Sunday

7am- Wake up wash car

10am- Go temple for TQG session

1pm - Rush to lunch

2pm - TDC12 camp meeting

5pm - Goes home...

And things that needs alot of reponds meaning needs to be active in throughout the week are

-TQG

-TDC12

-Koperasi

-Studies..

T_____T

So yeah.. sowwi..

Might not be able to blog often till end of June holis (That's when Koperasi & TDC12 ends)

*phew*

So thats all.. >_<" Will post up on fb or msn whenever I posted something... So wait for the exams~ :D

-Jennision-

A round over the weekend

Yo people~ as said I promised an update.. But yeah.. I'm kinda drained out today.. So I don't think I can talk about the topics I've chosen.. So yeah. =/ sorry guys.. Just gotta wait..

Anyway.. Talkinga bout DRAINED OUT! Urgh.. This weekend was just tiring.. Well.. To be frank it started from Friday night.. Had the most scariest dream I had in life.. The 1st time I dreamt about someone close to me got hurt so seriously.. Anyway here's the sypnosis (spare the details)

It was about this friend with codename Frog. Well.. In that dream Frog actually went insane.. Then to prevent Frog from hurting someone else.. A dude kinda cut off her right palm (Like really the whole hand was gone).. And he/she was like giving a blank stare at he/she hand then fainted.. Then I kinda woke up traumatized.... =/

Well anyway.. after that went to USJ12's canteen day.. It wasn't all that fun.. but at the end of the day.. I did enjoy it thanks to my friends! :)

(I actually wrote the whole thing but cancelled cause it was very negative.. I don't want my readers to read negative stuffs~ xD)

After that, We went for tuition.. =w=" Our Chemistry teacher Had an emergency leave.. It was a free whole hour from 2-3pm.. Was super tired but didn't slept.. But slept through the whole physics hour afterwards.. Damn.. =w="

After tuition went for epic BASKETBALL! >D Lawls.. it was super fun! :) but had 2 BIG BLISTERS under my feet due to bermain bola dengan berkaki ayam.. Luls..

So yeah.. Practically was drained out cause of canteen day and the aftershocks.. Then at night my mom took me out for dinner with her friends.. Went out for like 2-3 hours and I was super sleepy.. =_=" haiz.. anyway.. reached home at 11pm.. and then watched a movie then slept..

SUNDAY

Phew, today was okay.. Just that it was kinda tensed up.. Went to temple for TQG.. The session was fun.. Credits to Swea Ching for making it awesome!

Then yeah.. came the hard part for the committees.. The "after-session-short-meeting".. Well.. the feedback was okay.. Only one of our committee got kinda pressured cause it's her session next week.. And yeah.. had a lot of talks+explaining going around then yeah.. went out to Mcd for Lunch lunch..

Well. that was when alot of arrows came flying around.. Started with Shu Hui saying that people born in 1994 (My age) are bounded with emo-ness cause our koperasi AJK interview was sorta given a cold shoulder from the people they expected alot from and also because alot of we form 4's are more emo nowadays etc.. So yeah..

It was actually okay (I think) until Jer Cheng said it wasn't really fair for us to say we form 4 people are emo etc.. Well.. Then till Lunch we all had a like.. straight forward talk among ourselves... Which was kinda frank to certain people.. Well. I'm glad we had that talk.. We had a clearer picture of what's happening which is a good thing I guess.. =)

After lunch, went back to temple for camp meeting.. It was another semi-stressful event.. While one of the ex-cos was reminding us about the urgency of the camp cause we're kinda behind schedule.. One of the committees broke down cause of the stress.. Her partner wasn't really helpful and she was sort of holding up most of the work.. So yeah.. =/.. Sad case.. Actually I'm quite glad me and my partner are happy with what each of us are doing... =/

Well.. after that came home.. Totally drained.. Tried to sleep.. but failed.. So yeah.. Came on and blogged.. Sorry if this post affects your emotions cause yeah.. this IS quite a negative post.. >w<" So yeah.. I guess that's all for this time..

This is JenSion, signing off once more.. This time with a poem...

"Appreciate the flour you have,

Learn from the milk you've spilt,

Share the cheese, if needed,

And together, You'll make one hell-of-a-cake!"

-JenSion-

p.s. This poem actually is reflecting apon life...

Appreciate then things we have around us, and don't take it for granted..

Learn from the mistakes you've done in the past, and don't repeat it...

Share your piece of mind or opinions/problems if needed, find a shoulder to lie on...

And together, I'm sure you can make something meaningful out of this life! :)

-The End-

Poll & Preview of the next Post! Blog Alive!

Dear readers,

My deepest apologies for the "dead" blog recently.. My mom actually took my laptop to work so I couldn't blog much (Normally I'd blog midnight till 2pm on weekdays).. =w=" Lols.. so yeah..

JenSion's Blog activeness equation :

lack of time and facilities = fainted blog! D:

Anyway I will try to somehow update my blog this weekend.. The subject'll be either of the below

1. The concept of End of the world and wad I think about it? (2012?)

2. FRUIT! >D

3. How does the human mind affects every single reaction of us?

4. Aspects of the most troublesome/annoying people I have ever met in my life. D:

5. A normal blog about life..

Well. .It actually depends 70% on the mood and 30% on what you want to know? I'm giving a choice of either 1, 3, or 4 cause these 3 are more sophisticated subjects and I might need to do some research on it or at least get it down on a paper before typing it out..

Please vote at the cbox! :D Votes are closing this Sat evening. Thx. :)

Every votes count! :)

"While reputation are merely a shadow of our true self,

Our true self are merely a shadow of memories and perceptions"

-Jen Sion-

p.s. For those who haven't read Ivena's blog, go read her blog. It's extremely interesting and meaningful with a jist of humour! Love it! Creditz to Ivena for making an awesome blog! :)

I'm up again! :D

Peace to all in the house~ :D

Well. I'm kinda glad that I'm back in motion now and gaining momentum~ ;D emo-ness aren't really gone but it isn't that bad anymore~ ;D

Anyways~ I'm proud to proclaim that today, I DIDN'T PONTENG AT ALLL! :D WHEEE!! XD

Except that I went down from class early 10 minutes before school end.. well.. wasn't that significant.. teacher ended teaching anyway~ :) well~ actually I gotta thank Zhuo Ying and Ee Won for caring me at class and they actually brought me up for the day~ :) TY~

And also.. hehe.. CREDITS LIST! As you people know, I wasn't feeling that good for the last few days and I really wanted to thank you people ( again.. i know.. but really thanks! :D) for caring~ And here are the people~ (hope I don't lose out anyone)

Credits to:

Form 2 - Khai Ying, Marilyn, Wong Kar Yee~ [Love these bunch of lil kids :)] & others

Form 3 - Xsaye, Mei Huey, Li-ann, Kai Xin, Sophie & friends :) [Awesome batch of juniors]

Form 4 - Rayhan, Ee Won, Zhuo Ying, Sue Yii, Melissa and also some of my classmates :)

Pals from other places - Ivena Hon (THX! :D) Jolene Lew [I SMILED! :)] and also others~ :)

And also everyone else that my memory failed to recall. >_<"

So yeah~ I'm contented.. :) 1 thing when I'm contented.. I found out when I space out, I'm smiling~ xD haha~ and when me emo I start breathing very heavily.. xD lols.. so yeap~

Pointless blog but just wanna tell you people out there that I'm feeling better already(and ty again xD). :D So yeap~ Check me out next time with for JenSionism~ :)

Bai bai~~ :D

The ups and downs..

Dear blog readers..

Hi, Heh.. Well.. Firstly. I'm sick.. My head hurts and I'm feeling fatigue. Not due to H1N1 apparently.. More of a emotional stress problem I guess.. Lately stuffs had been kinda too much.. Actually. I don't really even know what I'm stressing for.. Family? Love? Lack of attention?

Well.. Actually its sorta the 3rd one i guess.. Lately.. haih.. school's been boring.. so I join activities, then when I join.. everytime I come home my family would either be in bad mood or good mood.. It's actually a very sad thing.. Anytime you come home tired and if they're in a bad mood, you're really into it.. My mom will complai about my lifestyle, my dad would scold me for the things I didn't done and my sis would just shout out of higher her voice when talking just a little bit.. And you just get in the bad mood and shout back..

So yeah.. Family issues.. Number one.. About what happened today..

Cloudy Day

Well.. Practically I woke up in a very moodless mood already.. =/ Didn't feel good.. But still went to school.. Went there.. went up to class.. Had a normal Moral, pontenged physics... I've forgotten where I went.. Oh yea.. went to 4C with Desmond and Junyu.. Had epic drawing on each other's hand.. And yeah.. after that was Civic.. Slept through the whole thing.. =( then yeah.. The rain started..

Rain

Well.. After sleep.. I wasn't feeling that awesome.. My head hurts, my eyes are freakin red.. My whole body was swaying.. And I was getting irritated by my class' atmosphere by the minute.. urgh.. So yeah.. went out for a walk.. And yeap.. It was Sejarah.. who cares anyway.. =/

Well.. Actually it wasn't that bad at first.. Went down for recess with

the form 3's.. one thing about the form 3's.. They never fail to make

you feel better. :) was pretty moody when going downstairs.. Then

yeah.. Thank god xsaye and Li-ann cheered me up.. :) They're good

people... And apparently my eye's was red for the whole day cause

of sensitive eyes.. And sophie was kinda fascinated by it. =w=" well..

after that went to find Mei Huey at the library.. Talked about some

stuff which is actually kinda troublesome/sad.. then went on.

Actually IMO, 1st recess is always nice.. Enjoy it so much more than

the 2nd.. the 2nd recess is always full of stale people & stale food.

Sorry peeps..

Well after both recess.. I practically slept through half of chemistry..

Couldn't stand the lab's air ventilation.. so yeah.. after that was bio!

urgh! That lab's even worse.. So yeah.. pontenged again but wasn't

that lucky now.. =/.. Got caught by Rozaimi 15 min before school

ended. =( and yeah.. after school went to Bilik Kesihatan (BK) and

that was when the signs of the storm showed.

Before the Storm

x___x

Well.. It was actually still ok inside BK.. then suddenly I had to sleep

after that i was feeling seriously sick.. I could feel my head hurts and

my whole body tensing up.. =/.. Well.. Tried to help out Mei huey in

her typing for St John stuffs but phailed cause she didn't knew what

to type.. =w= and yeah.. After i went home.. There came the drama.

The Breakdown

Yeah.. Went home.. Slept.. waited for my mom to come back

home.. then I sorta like told everything to her.. =( was feeling

real bad after that.. Told her most of the stuffs I wasn't so happy

about.. And she got it I guess.. I was just lacking some attention

and just wanted some people to care about me.. hehe~well.. cried..

slept.. then went to tuition at night.. came back.. blogged..

-End of Story-

But there are something that I wish to clarify..

1. Whenever you see I'm quiet.. I'm not emo-ing. .I'm just friggin

tired and stressed cause of class.. and there's a 90% chance I

just woke up(bad mood alert)...

2. When I'm emo.. please don't come over and just say hi or yo

wassup then walk away, You're gonna annoy me more and I'll

just plainly hate you for some period of time..

3. To all those people who cared about me today.. Even though

I may not give alot of respond but I wanna thank everyone

that cared! Thanks for caring.. You all made my day. Thx..

:)

So please.. to all the peeps out there. Please don't be a poophole

when I'm stressed k? There ARE times when we can be poopholes

together but for now.. I know it isn't fair for some of you peeps. I'm

sorry k? Once again.. thanks to all the people that cared for me today..

Including :

Xsaye, Lion, Sophie, Mei Huey Jie, Ray Ray,

and finally my Sister who bought this AWESOME cookie for me. :)

hehe. I might seem like a child now but yeah.. This is a confession.. :D

I get emo easily cause of small stuffs.. Who doesn't? But I do cheer up

cause of small things too.. Those are the small things that you people are

doing right now in my life.. :) which is caring..

Care for someone, every second and every word counts.. :)

And this is JenSion again.. Signing off.. :)

-Life is not just about having fun and laughing loud..-

-It's also about giving warmth and understanding tears...-

Failure for Fruits~ D:

Yo all~

Haha.. As most people might know.. 2 days ago I had this amazing urge to blog about fruits.. Strawberry Rush~ xD

Anyways~ I bought this amazing box of strawberries last Friday at it tasted AWESOME!! :D It was so awesome I gobbled 5 strawberries within 1 minute! D: Stopped myself from finishing it and snapped a picture. xD

It's at night anyway so forgive the lightings~ xD

So yeah.. I phailed to blog on fruits. T_T I typed everything halfway~ then POOF! Google Chrome hanged cause of shockwave player crashed. =w= (Damn photobucket) and yeah.. Couldn't do a thing.. =w=" Anyway~ moving on~

11th April 2010..

Today morning was kinda sad.. =/.. Lost my 2 rabbits.. they passed away.. =/.. Might because of they're still small and fragile to sickness etc.. Haiz.. well... So sad.. T_____T They were such adorable creatures.. T_T everyday manja me de~ T_T sobs.. well.. anyway.. after burying them at the morning.. went to temple..

Stayed at temple for almost the whole day~ D: Then came back~ Then came to blog! :D YEAH! anyways.. I UPLOADED THE page i drew when I was emoing during moral~ xD Notice the awesome birdy~ ;D

Well.. okay.. planned to blog longer.. =w=" but mom's expecting me to do some job now.. so yeah. Sowwi peeps~ It's all for today~ Bye bye~ ;D

A not so shining but pretty much good day.

Yo peeps~ I'm back this time.. finally grabbed some time to blog a little.. So yeah.. here goes..

Practically today wasn't quite a good day.. =_=" I kinda got busted at school for going down to recess earlier. And that sort of ruined my day.. Well.. I guess lately I just didn't notice the emotional stress I've been having lately.. Too much responsibility I guess.. So yeah.. Today wasn't so pretty..

Also.. Haha.. i don't know if I should say this in public but.. Argh.. who cares.. =_=".. Well.. today I sorta had a mini breakdown in school.. haiz.. =w=". It was moral actually.. Came in class.. Sat down and teacher explained about all the moral folio thingy.. >_<" Then i was staring at the paper.. I dunno.. at that time I felt kinda depressed.. I wanted to release it so much.. So damn much.. so yeah.. took up my pencil and my notebook then started scribbling.. Doodled a chibi eagle, a emoticon with a big stress word on top.. (sorry no pics) and also a long argue on paper with myself.. So yeah.. after that I felt really bad.. I just let my head down abit and looked like I was sleeping and yeah.. Few drops of salt water slipped out from my eyes.. I dunno.. today was kinda depressing.. =/ After moral was Add maths.. I got so tireed I just collapsed and slept for the hour..

So yeah.. I emo-ed.. =/ went to YE meeting after that.. Cheered up a little there.. Was more of a light and easy meeting.. =) Talked about stock challenge.. I'm kinda nervous actually.. hehe XD so yeah.. After that hanged out at B.K from 2.30pm till 4pm like that.. While most of us were hangin' in, chillin' out. Somebody and somebody (sweet couple) went dating somewhere else the school.. Haha.. Happy for them.. 1st time seeing those 2 smiling so sweetly for so long.. haha.. xD

Well.. And lately.. the drama season has rised again.. Looking around everyone is having a target or not already in pairs already.. Kokonuht is with you-know who~ JunYu also.. Kelvin's one was also quite a suprise to me.. And Desmond's.. ah poor desmond.. =w= just because of this thing he got himself quite into some drama.. =/ Shouldn't be letting juice flowing around freely so yeah.. Anything can come ask me.. I'll telll you what you should know for the benefit of all.. =/

So yeah.. Wad? About me? haha~ I'm not really into this stuff~ Don't really have any particular target.. Just enjoying the company of everyone around me. :D Life isn't all about love right? So yeah~ Currently this fruit has not ripen so haha.. You gotta wait for some juice.. xD that's all..

So yeah, I'll try to end this with a brief summary of sport's day.. :D

Well, Hari sukan was Awesome~ :D Marched for St John and sold button bracelets for Y.E! I kinda messed up during marching so paiseh to all! >_<" but the button bracelets sales was awesome! The red ones and blue one's were already sold out within 90 minutes! Awesome right! :D Then after that we walked to Pizza hut to have lunch with the St Johns~ then went to Rayhan's house for a uber cool karaoke session~ ;D That time almost everyone was smsing someone.. o_o except like me and Kelvin.. sad kelvin.. sad me.. xD lols~

So yeah.. That concludes the short blog for today~ ;D thx and bai~

p.s.Hope I don't emo anymore~~ T_T lols.. bye bye~ ;D

April Fool EVE!

Yeah people! It's April fool eve and I'm feeling sorta tired and down.. >_<"

Well practically today wasn't much of a significant day.. TUITION SUCKS! Had a worthless BM tuition which I slept through and then Ace wasn't bad.. I did the speech titled "What does it means of being a hero/heroine". Well.. teacher said I underdone myself.. so yeah.. I'm not happy.. T_T lawls~ okay.. nvm.

School was okay today.. pontenged as usual before recess, slept through 2 periods of chemistry and then pontenged again for the alst 2 periods.. >_<" wonder how I got such good results.. xD

Well.. finally today's kawad was kinda bad. .>_<" missed out hormat cause of stupid tuition.. T_T so yeah. guess that's all the public should know~

Anyways.. I guess that's all for today.. It's 12 midnight already and dad's mad.. sorry for the uber short post and seeya people again.. till then.. :D

- Da JenSion -

30th March 2010

YA WAZZAAAPPP all~ :D

So yeah, many many awesome stuffs just happened today~ :D Well firstly, we start from before sleep~ :D

29th March 2010, 8.00pm

Well actually, last night was kinda awesome too! xD I osu!-ed for like 4 hours straight without noticing. O_O songs I played and got seriously addicted of was CaramelDancen, Butterfly - Digimon, Bad Romance - Lady Gaga AND ALSO Dragoon - Hatsune Miku. Those songs were AWESOMELY FUN! XD then father forced me to sleep at 12 midnight.. >_<" So yeah, glad I had enough rest too..

Continue-ing on today~ :D

30th March 2010

So yeah, woke up in the morning as usual, walked to school. And halfway there I suddenly thought "OH YA! Later I need to give a speech on shares for YE!" >_<" Then I walked in to school, hanged out behind the stage during the assembly asking our grand Y.E Managing Director (Gan Chien Nee) about what to say.. And well.. I went up.. and did the speech..

AND WELL!! The speech didn't went on as well as it should.. I knew that I had something to add on but it sort of didn't came into words.. And the speech ended up with.. "So.. Yeah" and a "yeah" was constantly placed behind a sentence.. Like " We are from YE, So.. What is Y.E, yeah.. Well YE is actually a ...... (finishes sentence) yeah." So yeap! That's 1 thing I gotta change next time I make a speech.. >_<".. YEAH~ xD

Well.. Some form 5's found it humourous, Hope it did for majority.. >_<" But the uber sad part is when after the speech for the WHOLE DAY when my friends see me they go "umm.. err.. Soo... Yeah" =w= Its uber annoying at times so please.. I had enough..

So well, that's just morning! :D LOLS! Then after assembly, we went up to class, had 2 periods of "awesome" BM reading a komsas cerpen. >_<>

THEN after that, I went over too the form 3 side of the school and joined them with their recess and then our's :D luls.. Recess was kinda average, Buy rice, buy water, buy snacks then ciao~

After that it was BI, our beloved english teacher Pn. Zuana took us to the library and told us to write an essay over a dream. We could use any books in the library as reference under the condition we do not copy it and we have to write down the book's name at the top of the essay. I took a science encyclopedia about animals. My table-mates was Brendon, Dylan Khoo and also da Kokonuht! (Rayhan) Brendon and Dylan took a book about big cats, Brendon wrote about the tiger and Dylan took the lion (kinda typical isn't it.. >_<) And Rayhan took a book about natural disaster, we wrote about dreaming of being a cyclone! xD Which he didn't let me read it.. :( Lols.

I wrote about the Portugese man-of-war, it was kinda cool.. I wrote the Portugese Man-of-war as a 1st character situation and said how I hunted for food etc.. I ALSO added a UBER kewl part where I said how sad life was as a organism attached to a man-of-war and personalized them as slave working for the main floating chamber who was the brain cause we couldn't afford to survive on our own.. AWESOME RIGHT! XD

Anyway I also learned a cool fact about typhoons, The word typhoon, actually originated from the word 台风 in chinese which came from 大风 in cantonese (dai fung). :D

THEN.. After that it was moral, practically did nothing.. AGAIN.. =.= the YE B.O.D was checking the stock we were gonna sell on sport's day and teacher got interested etc etc.. o_o babble babble babble the ta-da~ :D SCHOOL'S OVER! But not for me! DD:

Well.. I kinda was itchy handed to join st John for their sport's day marching so yeah, I manage to smuggle myself in the team.. And after school was the training.. >__<" Just need to walk more naturally. The others said I was too robotic. So yeah. IMPROVE!! >D

After marching and all we all rested at teh B.K for awhile then we went of to melur. Was around 4pm at that time. xD Went home to put stuffs, then went to melur for 1 hour or so. xD Went with Rayhan, Jun Yu, Xin Ee (Xsaye), Mei Huey, Kai Xin (my owsome neighbour! XD) and also Cheah Pui San. :D Then we went back to SCHOOL! And played an awesome game~ :D We blind folded someone and he/she have to catch someone in a small room.. xD Jun Yu's turn was imba long and my last round was imba short! xD After it started.. Listened for a sound or two to analyse the direction of the people.. the FA PIAK! I ter-hit Pui San's stomach.. >__<" So yeah.. spent an awesome hour then walked home.. AND THIS TIME I DIDN'T Ordinarily walked home.. It was raining heavily, I was in slippers, my slippers' bottom are practically bald and it gets extrmely slippery when wet, so I took off my slippers and RAN ALL THE WAY HOME!! XD LOLS!

It was freaking awesome but got lectured a lil by my sis.. hehe.. >_<" But still today was kinda fun.. :D Hope tomorrow would be okay.. >_<" Having 2 tuition's tomorrow.. BM tuition and Ace Ed-venture.. I'm suppose to give my speech tomorrow.. AND I HAVEN'T EVEN MEMORIZED!! OH NO!! D: T_T LAZY!!! OMG OMG OMG!!

Wonder what the speech is about? Hehe.. I'll answer that TOMORROW along with the details and probably some comments from my friends. xD

Till then, this is Jen Sion signing off~

-toot, toot, toot-

-JenSion-is-ME-

Why am I suddenly all into blogging?

Hi all Again,

And yeah... why am I suddenly all into blogging? Actually.. Lately at form 4 with all the happening things around me.. I had more than 5 occasions where I feel like sharing something but it was too much for facebook, don't even mention msn PM.. >_<"

So yeah, thus THE JENSIONISM BLOG WAS BORN! USING IT'S SUPER POWERS! BLOSSUM, BUBBLES AND BUTTERCUP HAVE SAVED THE DAY! :D Luls.. (drama from PPG) xD

OKai okai.. Just hoping that this blog would be helpful for me in the future and PLEASE leave a short comment at the comment box/cbox kay~ :D For fellow bloggerz friends please to link me too~ :D Thx~

Oh ya, See ya~

-Da JenSion-

Hi to alll Blog readers~ :D

Hey yo all~

This is Jen Sion first time speaking on a blog. Well.. I'm actually quite a blog idiot and something so I hope you all could forgive me for using the original template and only adding a single chat box.. (took me 15 minutes to learn how to insert it) >_<""

ANYWAYS~ Would be glad to have you all hearing me on this blog more often~

Cheers! :D

-Da JenSion-